| You live in a world of black and white and I see pieces of gray. That’s the difference between you and me. That’s what made me fall in love with you, and that's what is tearing us apart.
I said: "Ugh, I've got to get home. I have a huge essay to write." She said: "and thattt is why I dropped out of college. I don't need that noise, that stress. I'm going to be a waitress until I find my man and he can take care of me. Then I'll stay at home and take care of the kids."
No dream. No ambition. No want for something more. I just really can't imagine that.


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| and these are the times I know that there is no one that will be there for you all the time.
that there is no such thing as unconditional love. from anyone.
that you really are, very much alone.
and that everything and everyone gets jaded by you over time. most likely when you need them most. |
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| drama. drama. drama.
busy. busy. busy.

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| This I promise you:
I. WILL NOT. be mediocre. My life will not be mediocre.
and I am going to push and push. work and work. until I am living the life of my dreams.
When all else fails me, my determination succeeds.


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| First day of classes today. Both are sweet and the teachers are both nutty butters but they are so cool.
Two more tomorrow though. Trigonometry is going to blow. Then work right after.
I'm tired. and it's not going to get any better soon. Yay for working five days a week and juggling five classes!! Thumbs up to me? I need sleep. |
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